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End of the Year

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2008, 4:12 AM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: GOB- Banshee Song
I decided, since the end of the school year is approaching, to make a list of the significant events in my life. It's probably more for my benefit than yours, but I don't care.
Let's see... August was a big one. I moved out and started college. Yes, college is stressful, but such is the story of my life. I can't say that it's any harder than high school. This year I somehow managed to get enough scholarships, but next year, I have nothing. Stupid WSU says that there were too many eligible applicants, so the "winners" were chosen via random selection. I don't really remember much of October or November... well, that is I don't remember the time itself. My godfather died.... shortly followed by my aunt, and then by my grandmother the day after Thanksgiving. Four days later, I discovered that my boyfriend cheated on me... well, he tried anyway. We broke up... and I realized that he'd never been there for me anyway. He didn't come to my homecoming, the hospital when I was ill, my graduation, or my grandmother's funeral. I remember I had a birthday party, but I don't know who was there...
December was one of physical illness, but then again, most months are for me. My dad worked Christmas... but on New Year's Eve, someone who I had become connected to in the recent months, asked me out. Of course I said yes, and I'm glad that I did. January was uneventful, but come February, my family moved. Finally. We'd been living for fourteen years in a two bedroom house.... six of us, plus two or more dogs and a cat. March 24th made six years since I've eaten chocolate. Yes, I remember the date.... leave me alone. You'd remember that day too if it put you in the ER. I was diagnosed with Raynaud's Syndrome... but no big deal. Just another illness to add to my ever growing list. I wonder when it will stop. Now it is April... I have finals and a slipped disk.

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~Luebay:iconLuebay: Apr 22, 2008, 6:23:41 PM
I really hope things start getting better for you. I wish I could say more. It seems like you've been through alot. I guess you'll have to just look for the good things in life even if there tiny. Again I hope things get better. :butterflytwo: