~aiyashiya

Rest in peace Brandon Sheffield.

Just one year... and so many are gone.

So... I decided that if I could sum my life up into about 15 songs, what songs would I use?
Here is what I came up with...

Canta Per Me by Kajiura Yuki
(This is the general "beginning" song.)

Rosenrot by Rammstein
(This is for my childhood... )

Changes by 3 Doors Down
(This is for 6th and 7th grade.)

Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park
(This is for 9th and 10th grade.)

Move Along by The All-American Rejects
(This is for 11th grade.)

Save My by For Great Justice!
(This is for 12th grade.)

Good Riddance by Green Day
(This is for graduation.)

Intermission by Panic at the Disco
(This is for the transition from high school to college.)

Don't Stay by Linkin Park
(This is for breaking up with my first boyfriend.)

As the Rush Comes by Motorcycle
(This is for all those wonderful teenaged moments.)

Beautiful Morning with You by The Pillows
(This is for Jakun.)

Memory Fanelia ... er... from Escaflowne
(This is for everyone that I've lost.)

I Can Walk on Water, I Can Fly by Basshunter
(This is for... me.)

I Will Follow You Into the Dark by Death Cab for Cutie
(This is for everyone that I still have.)


Now it's your turn.

I decided, since the end of the school year is approaching, to make a list of the significant events in my life. It's probably more for my benefit than yours, but I don't care.
Let's see... August was a big one. I moved out and started college. Yes, college is stressful, but such is the story of my life. I can't say that it's any harder than high school. This year I somehow managed to get enough scholarships, but next year, I have nothing. Stupid WSU says that there were too many eligible applicants, so the "winners" were chosen via random selection. I don't really remember much of October or November... well, that is I don't remember the time itself. My godfather died.... shortly followed by my aunt, and then by my grandmother the day after Thanksgiving. Four days later, I discovered that my boyfriend cheated on me... well, he tried anyway. We broke up... and I realized that he'd never been there for me anyway. He didn't come to my homecoming, the hospital when I was ill, my graduation, or my grandmother's funeral. I remember I had a birthday party, but I don't know who was there...
December was one of physical illness, but then again, most months are for me. My dad worked Christmas... but on New Year's Eve, someone who I had become connected to in the recent months, asked me out. Of course I said yes, and I'm glad that I did. January was uneventful, but come February, my family moved. Finally. We'd been living for fourteen years in a two bedroom house.... six of us, plus two or more dogs and a cat. March 24th made six years since I've eaten chocolate. Yes, I remember the date.... leave me alone. You'd remember that day too if it put you in the ER. I was diagnosed with Raynaud's Syndrome... but no big deal. Just another illness to add to my ever growing list. I wonder when it will stop. Now it is April... I have finals and a slipped disk.

I am feeling deprived of comments... and critique... and favorites... and pageviews. *sniffle*

I have the flu... so I prolly won't be posting anything for a while. Sorry.