I'm trying really really hard to find enough good things to outweigh the bad things...
It's not working.

Good
I got 4,000 pageviews. Woot.
My boyfriend and I just celebrated 2 years.


All of this wonderful business has been handled.
The state discontinued two of my scholarships.
That means I can't afford to go to school this semester.
That also means they'll be wanting me to pay back my loans about now.
I can't get another loan... because I can't register.
I can't register... because I owe the school money.
See how wonderfully circular that is.



Bad
I have writer's block.
My dad has been out of work for over a year.
My car is dead.
Not that I had car insurance anyway.
I have no health insurance either.
That means I can't afford my prescriptions.
That means I'm getting sicker.
"Sick?" You say. "What are you sick with?" I am sick with Dysautnomia... which means I'm also sick with Peripheral Neuropathy and Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome.
"What's that?" You say.
THAT SUCKS. That's what that is.
But it's not just me, you see. It's my mother too.
My room has no door.
That means I have no privacy.
That means half my clothes are missing.
That means my sister told all of Facebook what's in my closet.
I haven't had real sleep in a week.
I have to work tomorrow... for my $4 an hour job because I can't get SSI.
Maybe I'll pass out again and get the week off...
But I need the money.
I had to use my might-as-well-be-nonexistant savings to buy Christmas for the siblings that still believe in Santa Clause.